the second chapter: should i life for a few month or years?,,mybe,,bt inside me talking ''letz continue de life'',,bt outside me said ''never,,!,,let God tke me away,,i dont wnt 2 live in diz world anymore,,,i cant hold mch longer de pain n owl my sadness,,owl of dat i kept quite cz idont wnt other wories,,'' wen i left,,nver waste a tears,,,i dont deserve a tears,,,cz waste ur prayer cz i m de sinners,,,,,,,to be continued...........