bby,,i dont wnt 2 be alone,,,,

ouwh,,um,,wat diz really meant,,??? it keep coming out in my head,,,tell me wat dat mean,,???shet ,,or mybe i m paranoid,,??,,i wnt 2 know de answer,,bt,,tba2 de damn pain come agen,,,owly shet,,cn u give me some tyme 2 hve guud day,,u keep comming evrydy in ny life,,ut

r mke me moody n drive me insane,,shet,,i hate u PAIN,,,,owl diz pain mke me hte de life,,,y mst me,,?? y i being in pain,,?? y,,????,,y dont gve diz pain 2 people who are vry2 stong,,i m not strong,,n i m getting tired,,de pain keep coming evrydy,,imagine how terrible its ws,,,lpar,,?? xjga,,i ordy eat,,bt still,,it fell lyke being stabbed,,worst case scenario,,cncer,,?? aha,,guud,,den i jz being my mom burden,,mnysahkn,,law kna than d I.CU,??,,who will tke cre of me,,??? mom,,she de 1st,,dad,,?? nah,,,mybe wen i breathing 4 last breath bru maw show his egois lv,,aya,,skit g,,um,,ubt sda bnyk d mbil,,bt still,,no effect,,,is it a test 4 me,,?yes,, mybe i think so,,um,,bt if i still cn survive,,i will,,n sjak2 dtng bnyk pnykit yg ekstrem,,mmpi pn ekstrem,,gla2an,,suma nightmare,,kdang2 maw ttp mta pn mlas,,somtime pnah trpkir namw tdor lngsung,,sow,,i guess i should stay alive,,bt afraid jga law tba2,,,,cz i m vsd patient,,mny case of vsd patient sudden death,,tp,,for me xbest ni sudden death,,haha,,gla,mmlih lg,,haha,,haha,,''I SMILE TILL DEATH,,MY FACE WILL LOOKS SOW HAPI WEN I ORDY IN DE COFFIN,,ETHIR IT NOW,,OR SOONER,,OR A FEW YEAR OR LATER,,PEOPLE WILL DIE OSO,,