confused,,,sakit ati ,,donno ,,,unstable emotion,,

fuuuuuuccccckkkkkkkkkkkk,,,sheeeeeeetttttt,,,sori 4 de intro word,,tba2 skit ati,,donno y,,bt yes i know y,,bt i dont think sow dat i will tell y,,?? bearla,,bearla sya merana,,dount ur know,,?? um,,i feel lyke being lied,,i remember everything from de 1st word u said,,if ur wnt me 2 recalled it,,yes,,i cn,,bt y,,??? aya,,it mke me bleeding n dying,,feel lyke ''abis madu sepah dbwang''aya,,i dont 2 be badboi meant player,,evn mny my kitchn frien suggest 2 do so,,i dont wnt 2 do dat,,shit 2 u dad,,shame 2 u dad,,cz ur an ex player,,bt i being played,,um,,its owk,,wat cn i do,,?? mrah,?? nope,,its owk,,cz im nobody jga,,jz tiang,,heartless,,no feeling,,rememberd owl de hapi tymes mke me smile,,bt olso thinking,,is it owl jz a lie,,?? i dont know,,bt if Yes it a lie,,den,,wat cn i do,,i am guy wif mo feeling,,kna ks skit ati,,i jz diam,,xjga sya maw mrah2 mcm org gla,,i know who i m,,shet,,emoish diz post,,,read n ignore,,